September 13, 2005

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    Work has been a roller coaster for me.  I have been in tears twice after leaving the hospital.  I have also met some of the neatest people.  I've been praying for a thicker skin in relation to dealing with doctors and nurses.  Some of them are great and I know them from when I worked labor and delivery before.  Some are new and great, some are new and disrespectful to patients, a very few have been around and are still sour.  And county doctors....I don't even want to go there. 


    I have changed a bit since I've been away from the hospital and it has been for the good.  Maybe because I've worked more with mothers that I know and love, I seem to be better at addressing emotional needs.  I still know all the same tricks but I noticed that I can identify and work with the mom's emotional state quicker. 


    I'm a bit tired and drained, though.  I started to blog the other day and it was all fuck this and fuck that.  So I decided to breathe it through.  It will take some time for me to adjust.  Going back to the hospital has reinforced my desire to work in a birth center and home births eventually.  We don't have a birth center here....we're kind of backwards in that way. 


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    11-day old Gourd Baby (same one that I pollinated)


         

Comments (4)

  • I tend to just post the fuck it blaughs.. get it out of my system
    I am glad you are feeling good about where you are now

  • Hope things are going better for you--go ahead and post what you want! Better days are ahead!

  • Hope things are going better for you--go ahead and post what you want! Better days are ahead!

  • Wow!  Lots for me to go back & read!  Glad you're back more lately.

    I'm playing catch up and will try to get by more often.

    and now... 

    YOU'VE BEEN HIT BY THE

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    |BEAUTIFUL TRUCK | '|""";.., ___.
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    ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE, IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOU'RE REALLY BEAUTIFUL! IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, YOU'LL STILL BE BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES. HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS BEAUTIFUL!

    Huggles to you!

    Deb

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